So today I went to the crystal healer again, the one I am providing 10 hours of webwork for 10 hours of healing, and today was supposed to be an important day – day 5 of 10 and the opening of chakras. I had to sit for 40 minutes meditating while she held her hands on me in different places. The last position was on my back, one hand on each end of my spine. She was almost shivering at one point and, once she finished, she walked away shaking, saying it was powerful. I feel lighter and more like a baby, heh heh. Now it’s every other day, for the last lap. I told her we should write a webpage describing her techniques and secrets that she knows, because then I can submit that as an article to many sites and get traffic pointing her way. Will be fun to sit down with her and glean her of her techniques.
Today she told me an interesting perspective how as small number of people say that everythng is ok when she asks questions, but then at the end ask for what they should do to be better. Then she says, “But I was already asking you at the time of each chakra and you did not open up to me, so how can I suggest to you now?”.
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yah, totally, can have big philosophical discussion on this one. I like how one monk expressed sad dismay when he heard someone in the west saying, “I’m afraid to meditate or look inside of myself, because of what I might find.” And so rightly he expressed concern how someone can live their entire lives without facing themselves, or learn to become comfortable with themselves, accept themselves etc. Otherwise they are just running away their entire life and then I’d have to go into the Buddhist philosophy as how such approaches end up costing us suffering. Always running and never facing. Kind of an eerie thought, but perhaps masterplanned by the 1%, who use fear and their commercials and dumb sitcoms on tv to brainwash the laypeople into behaving certain ways (sitcoms), thinking certain ways, always wanting this or that and believing it will make them happy, etc. Divide and conquer. I am sure the 1% are confident with themselves and the only reason why they’d run is to catch up to us and trample our asses further.
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Then she says, “But I was already asking you at the time of each chakra and you did not open up to me, so how can I suggest to you > now?”. you know, I think that is true about a lot of people. I think a lot of people aren’t honest with themselves. They don’t want to admit to someone that something might be wrong because then they would have to admit it to themselves. A lot of people it seems want to avoid stuff. Like things in their lives or work or whatever, that is bad or isn’t working, they just stay with it. It seems like they don’t want to make the effort to change. It might seem like a big deal to change but afterward its ALWAYS better. And if its not better at least there is something to be learned.
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But I’ve also been adding oils. Last night bought colloidal silver for the first time. I’m just a regular green pharmacy.
so its clearing up, is it?
yah, super fast (about half healed per 24 hour period) since I started with the pee. Other factors could have contributed. It reached a tipping point when I almost had to go to the hospital, cause it was crawling up my leg and I could barely limp. At that point I regularly started to pour hydrogen peroxide to that biggest wound to reverse the trend, but healing really started speeding up with the pee. Little dabbles really aren’t that gross and the fresh warm is comforting, especially once you see the powerful effects, so you feel you have a good warrior against the foreign bug.
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Yah, on the website I made a joke about it how you don’t even have to get off your seat to get this “free and readily available” stuff.
haha yeah perfect!! that’s exactly what I was talking about. I can see girls being all squeamish about it but boys would probably really dig it.
Seems the 3+ beers every day with yeast could have been contributing to it, as bacteria apparently likes high acidity, so have started an alkaline war by eating watermelons, switch from iodized to natural salt, and put baking soda in my drinking water (and stop drinking those big jugs, which have lots of bacteria apparently).
Huh, that’s interesting. Makes total sense actually.
I finally found some colloidal silver too, which helps from the inside out. Now I’m a total green pharmacy and all this stuff should last me years. Certainly spent enough on it all, but now I know what works there. Guess I’ll use the coconut oil for my face wrinkles, see if that does anything.
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Been taking pictures of my ankle every morning and amazing how fast it has been healing now. About half healed every 24 hours. Before it was slowly growing.
which page is this? can I see it??
http://ecophangan.com/Slowly-Healing-Flesh-Wounds-in-Tropical-Climates.html
actually, found a good way how to get traffic is to submit the most interesting articles to submission sites, and put a link on all of them back to yourself. Usually two links allowed. Will write up a really interesting one for the crystal healing woman (new site I’m making for her in exchange for her healing: http://crystalhealingkohphangan.com/). Must be getting good at this. I just put it up a few days ago and already its number one for “crystal healing koh phangan” and on the fourth page for “crystal healingthailand”. That should be easy to push up if we write a good article and submit it to a bunch of places.
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yah, touched base on stuff like this on the retreat. It is interesting how being in an environment where no one can talk, when you have to be “mindful” of every bit you eat or step you take, and then spending so much time staring at your eyelids and focusing only on your breathing, it takes you down to a perspective of yourself and sometimes you get a glimpse of something which is so obvious, revelationary and illuminating, which you would never see in a busy life worrying about the next step. I can only glaze over in memory of the moments of enlightenment, but I think I’m gonna do it every spring now (not such a strict placce this time, and hopefully last the full 10 days) and combine with long fast. I can see how I’m getting busier and more nervous as time moves forward through the year. Good to press the reset button once a year and get some better perspective on things.
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I completely don’t understand that at all either. I mean its in there, its affecting people all the time. They think its easier to avoid it, then they can’t understand why they fly into a rage when someone cuts them off in traffic, or why they can’t sleep. To me the dreaming time is the most important. More often now, that I am doing it too, I hear artists refer to their dreams and their sleep as when they are working. That’s when your brain is free from all that BS you mentioned, plus other BS like what we’re taught as children (how to behave, boys don’t cry, girls don’t play hockey, whatever) and can get down to working important things out.People who are troubled have a nightcap, that’s the WORST thing you can do. If I’m drinking, I like to stop at least two hours before I go to sleep. I don’t like that kind of sleep, its like dead. The brain is like muted or whatever. Why would anyone want to do that?? It can only be better to look inside and face what is there. When I was still working out all that stuff from my childhood, in the past years I have been able to talk to you about our stuff so the healing is complete but the stuff with Vlasta I had to work out just from my side which was a much more difficult, cumbersome, and puzzling process, like basically when that stuff is in there I acted in ways I didn’t understand why I was doing that. Its because there was some trigger, something reminded my consciousness or mind somehow and I reacted in anger or shame or self-loathing or whatever. People pick up on that, not the reason but the action, and treat you a certain way. So it becomes perpetuating. I acted like someone who was persecuted, because I was so persecuted in my own house when I was a child, and in self-defense. So people would persecute me or attack me because I was already acting like that.It took a really, really long time to work it all out. And yeah it was painful and yeah I got mad when I remembered something I had buried deep inside, ‘how could a fully grown adult treat a small child like that?!?!’ but now its all an integrated part of me. I’m balanced and healthy in all other parts of me, so that damage just becomes a small part of my identity. Not something hidden away, then looms out massively at the most inopportune moment. Like pressure. That’s why it doesn’t make sense to hide away from it, because its in the times when we are under pressure that it jumps out. And that’s the worst possible time, when we’re already dealing with a crisis. People are short-sighted most of the time I think. They don’t seem to see, or want to see, how doing things a certain way will affect them in the long term.
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yo, think I may have found a solution: my ph balance. Spent the last month+ strengthening my immune system with vitamins, raw veggies and fruits and zinc etc. Recently had a mini accident on the bike and the little scratches which should have disappeared in a few days grew into sweltering puss volcanoes and were growing rather than healing. I researched and researched, continued experimenting and was amazed that what was most effective of everything I tried was my own dog darned pee! Little dabbles of soaked toilet square and the tide turned instantly. A good topical solution, but changing my ph balance might have been a big trick, as i think I was a walking puss bomb on the inside. I’ve been drinking cheap island water in big jugs and have been told its full of bacteria. Added a bunch of baking soda, cut down the beers a bit, switched from iodized to natural salt (different extremes of the ph spectrum) and think I have this thing finally figured out. Asked about sewage in the ocean and was told that all the sewage goes into the ground. In low tide season every day Thais are walking around in the 1-2km thick stretch of exposed sand picking oysters for dinner. Yummy, and apparently they would die if the water was infested with poopoo. Was told that a diving instructor who has lived here for 7 years ends up in a “catastrophe” every time he swims with an open wound and that our western bodies simply are not accustomed to the bacteria in this tropical climate. Anyway, glad that I (presumably) don’t have cancer or aids. Got an aids test on the island already but would have to go to bangkok for cancer tests. Was real strange to see these puss volcanoes explode all over my body and swelter away forever, and I’m glad I did not resort to the usual big pharma advice of dropping an antibiotic bomb in my body. I gather you know the detriment of doing something like that. Anyway, thought you might find these medical experiments interesting. Have a great day!
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cool stuff, just finished day 7/10 and feeling good. Day 5 was the very important chakra opening day, and she explained how things work differently now, as my chakras were closed before. Apparently they will not close again and I will approach things differently. i will no longer stress myself about work and accomplishments and ambition and all those things that have plagued me most of my life. Now I feel I truly don’t care so much. As Buddha explained, we should go about our work with diligence and humility. The ambition and ego was causing me aggravation and it’s so nice now to be that many steps closer to increased freedom. It’s been only a few days but so far I’m feelin pretty groovy dudes!
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I just made another webpage for her:
http://crystalhealingkohphangan.com/information-about-crystal-healing.html
To get her pages to the top of google she needs to have more text so I researched the concept a bit and wrote some stuff about it. You might find it interesting.
Chakras are energy points along the spine. We are 85% water and electricity going through our system. There are seven main chakras. She said my chakras were blocked and unlocked them on day five, and supposedly they wont get blocked again. She said my approach to things will generally change and I won’t care so much about ambition and all that, and I truly do feel better. Now she’s focusing on my ears and I can feel things opening up. THat would be great cause it’s rather annoying not being able to hear so well. k
When she said “What’s Chokra?” I pointed to my heart area and said, “Its your spirit, your centre. Karel is doing meditation and exercises to reach his spiritual self.” I hope that was right. I think I said something else about the lady who released your energy, the spine thing.