I want to put my full trust in God, but it seems so hard. After I was molested and lost my father in 2008 it seem like I couldn\’t trust nobody even God, I am so depressed, frustrated and angry. I am also suffering from OCD, and PTSD. The devil just won\’t leave me alone, … Read more
Hey dad, been reading a book I thought might interest you. Was in Malaysia and couldn’t get the train seat I wanted, where I knew I could plug in my computer, so had thoughts of buying a book for the journey. Was walking with a girl when I was reminded that I promised to buy … Read more
started buying books from amazon and getting them sent to the post office. also occasionally some purchases from ebay. what great tools. cheaper than taking the train or boat to a bigger city. enjoying the luxury of spending more of my time reading good books rather than constantly chasing after success and money, assuming that … Read more
How about this for a crazy idea? Amazing how many perceptions have opened up for me in this supposed year of our awakening. So I learned that quantum physics has proved that a photon will behave differently if it is observed, and something about the opposite of a photon behaving exactly the same, even if … Read more
I have been living with my boyfriend for the past 10 months. He has an eight year old daughter who comes over every weekend and school holidays. For the first 2 months we were ok but then she started being disrespectful. She sent me text messages saying to leave her dad alone and she writes … Read more
From your letter it reminded me of something I have been learning here. That when you meditate enough and develop that skill, you eventually slow down your mind enough that it can observe itself. If you don’t slow it down it is filled with millions of thought concerns: gotta do this, gotta do that, worry … Read more
hey man, thought I’d start off today with this thought and letter. perhaps my new regime, always starting my work day with a reset, after I quickly go through and respond to my emails. A moment of meditation to still the mind, which can get stirred up so quickly after busying oneself so quickly with … Read more
sanskrit is supposed to be up there as well, the root of at least thai and all indo-european languages. so maybe the whole world almost. but the divine language I was referring to is the use of literal or simple stories, whereby the real message is behind, but which requires wisdom, or at least enlightenment. … Read more
Hello, my name is nicole, i have been dealing with spiritual attacks for over a year now. I am a belever now but i used to be a satanist and into the occult. I am very sensitive towards the spirit world and i always get attacked at night. I ussaly get really bad night mares … Read more
hey i was raped as a kid this is someone else letter but its say the way feel & i want some advice on it pleases help your my last attempt to save myself . I never told a soul. It wasn’t that I was afraid of telling, I just remember thinking that every kid experienced that and it was a normal thing. I didn’t understand … Read more